the days have been going by faster, people always have warned me of this once you turn a certain age the days fly by.
It's like how i always wanted it to be
im flying by nothings so dramatic
my life is never over theres just another problem that ive been well prepared through my hard life to concur.

GUESS WHOS BACK GUESS WHOS BACK
Its your favorite singa of crack
the one and the only
KAN S A S
 my life has been a mess
i dropped my rhymes 
i went through hard times
aint had no times fo my raps or my fans
put first all my own plans
but now im back and im ready to jam 
yo sirs yo ma'ams
listen to this thang
this negro slang
coming from this little white girl
my teeth be shiny pearls
spitting my beats eating my red beets
for breakfast lunch and dinner
trying to be thinna
i know you fellers missed me
you hear my voice you scream yippie!
so listen to me yall
im back im back
listen to me yall listen to my soundtrack!

was stupid. Im just a jealous prick and I'll never be satisfied with myself. As humiliating as it is I really wish someone did find some kind of irreplacable worth in me. Ive started to read up on my phsycology books again since they threw me out of foods. I guess my dreams of becoming a chef are gone. Now I'm back in drama and I'm happy because theres a new teacher, i hated the other teacher. She told me I was on drugs all the time, she told me to stop wearing a mask ( i dont get it?), and she was just such an asshole to me and made me cry. So now there is a new teacher and thats good maybe I'll be an actor. Who the hell knows I dont even know why I talk about this stuff. I do change my mind about what I want to be everyday but I would really like to decide. It's just that new things keep coming up every day maybe I'll take foods next year? maybe I dont know, if I can take phsycology I'm gonna take that. It's good to know anyways. Ive been learning a lot of french. I think I'm alright at it, its fun all my classes are easy. I found some good music to listen to my favorite right now is Of Montreal. I really wish my stepdad would fix my record player. I have weird dreams and I should probably call Nick. I have to clean and stuff. I dont feel like it though my fingers are itchy and my lungs are poisoned from all the chemicals. I bathed my dog, the tub, and the sink. I still need to do the toilet and my room ? ugh im so tired though. I should probably do laundry too I have nothing to wear.